Sunday, June 9, 2013
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Time really flies, two years goes day by day, just like that. It is still fresh in mind every pain i experienced during labor time, but none of it can beat the 'sweetness' feeling when she was first placed on my chest, and holding my finger when i kacau her tiny jari *sayu lagi*...it worth every pain, every pregnancy-sleepless-nights..and whatnot. I'm truly grateful..
It was tiring, challenging yet an awesome two years journey so far. Often i heard and read about "Terrible Two"- The age of toddler you'll be challenged the most. Tougher year in short! I will never be really ready with it, but I know i have too eventually or without i realize it myself. Through the past two years, I learnt 'patient' more than just a word alone. To my own parenting dictionary - Patient is a set with love and care..else I will not be able to bear with what I have too.
So here are things up about Qrisya....personally what's important about staying up and typing this entry up is to track how the tendency, behavior and character will change in the next years, or rather the same....that'd be wonderful. This is very long-abandoned blog, like really. The last post was about my labor story posted in Oct 2011. Year and months ago haha. Suprisingly, there are still visitor from the statistic.
Qrisya has not make any huge sentences just yet. She can only says two on three words together. Words sound is pretty clear, jarang tak faham what she's trying to say. It is so funny when she awake at 11pm mamai kot tetiba cakap 'Ami nak ayam'. Seconds after that dia tidur balik, mimpi makan ayam kot haha. I just can't wait the stage she'll finally talking, so she can tell me about her nursery day, friend and all.
familiar peoples + familiar situation =OK
familiar peoples + unfamiliar situation = Not OK! I don't want to be-friend with cousins
unfamiliar peoples + unfamiliar situation = NO!NO!NO! Get me out from here.
So maybe, that's Qrisya situation ;p
Tp over mommy cica je dlm pix tu hehe
Friday, October 28, 2011
I never share this picture in my facebook.
That's my 8 months baby belly
have to blur it, klu x nmpk hitam2 mcm periuk belanga, eyweeee smpi skrg ada lg la *Sedih*
I experienced a very smooth pregnancy, Alhamdullilah. 8 Months above to je yg payah skit, bcos rasa badan berat sgt. Rasa klu boleh nak jalan heret kaki je! On 12 MARCH 2011, saturday I woke up at 730am, becos Shaka is leaving for work. So happen he have to work that day, but he keep remind call him if anything happened. I just said OKAYYYY bcos i think it is still to early for me to give birth that week, its like nothing to worry la..just cun2 hit 36 weeks that day. Then after shaka left, i sambung tidur...around 930am i heard something like 'pop' and feel like terkencing and forced me to wake up. Quickly go to the toilet and I can see the 'water' keep mengalir and uncontrollable unlike kencing la which u can control, okay get it? I told myself'maybe this is air ketuban'. I almost want to call my mom to confirm but the moment I want to do that and as I stand up from the toilet bowl zasssss *mcm melodi pula* keluar byk giler air! I have no doubt anymore, my water bag has broken!!! That's for sure. Seriously, I'm very nervous bcos I am alone at home now, and in what situation is like that you expect me to be calm, no way. But hehe, I immediately told myself, be relax istifar byk2, Alhamdullilah it really works, minutes after I started to feel excited, and didn't feel much panic. I quickly call Shaka, THREE times but he didnt pick up!!!! So, i decided to text him. Bikin saspen je! He called me back and he was like'U rasa sakit x? Do you think we need to call ambulance? I go back now!' While waiting Shaka to reach home, I take my bath and prepare stuffs to hospital. Honestly, we havent finish our baby shopink, tilam baby pun xde lagi time tu.
10am - Shaka reached home, he looks terribly panic..and somehow i pula yg kena cool kan dia.'No worry, i didnt feel any pain yet, it might take even a night before delivery bla bla bla...'terbalik suda ok! 1030am smpi hospital serdang, kena check kat bawah tu. all this while i thought when to check the bukaan tu kan just put the finger mcm tu...no at all okay!! dia cucuk dalam2....bongok la. da la doctor lelaki, then he said baru buka 1CM!!! pastu i kena pindah hospital kajang sbb serdang takde katil kosong, lets just forget the drama, klu nak tulis semo tak abis satu entry ni. yg penting dpt naik ambulans laju gilerrrr!!!! I am glad, staff kat hospital kajang baik2 sgt!!!!! smpi pukul 5 ptg pun I tak rasa sakit lg tau, org lain yg masuk wad sma ngan I da bersalin da... 7 pm pon tak sakit lagi...adeh pelik. 7pm shaka hv to leave, hospital kerajaan je xde la ur husband can accompany ko thru the night. bersendirian la sy. I remember around 10pm baru rasa sakit sikit2..
13 March 2011, although baru buka 2CM but i was sent to the labor room..sbb da over 12 hours pecah air ketuban. Imagine dari pagi 10am smpi 12 malam baru 2CM! giler lama. tp smpi labor room trus segala sakit tu kuar okeh, eh mula la i rasa labor room tu berhantu haha, the pain I cant describe rasa mcm nak kena minta bedah je! Masa tu la i told myself, if this is the pain i've to go through, Qrisya will be my only baby. I dont know apa yg doctor tu jab i kat peha, but it makes me feel sleepy. so i melawan rasa sakit dalam pada mengantuk tu. Until one moment, i can feel something kat bawah tu, then bila doc tu check she ask me to push sikit2. I pun mcm eh da nak bersalin ke? Then mungkin dorg da nmpk kepala baby kot, mula la 3 org masuk dlm labor room tu. Sorang pegang I, Sorang ajar2 push, sorang ready to sambut the baby. I think I push like 3-4 times tapi tak berjaya, but seriously i can feel my baby head. sangat2 dahaga tau, i ask for water, actually dorg xleh bagi tapi kesian tgoo bibir i pun da kering merekah2 da...dpt jer minum 2-3 teguk air i really have an energy to push. I siap ckp qrisya lets get this done! haha. I push sekali doc ckp 'yes pandai, sikit je lagi. terus push mcm nak kuar tahi keras' funny! but no time to laugh. I push sekali lagi....'sikit jer lagiiii ahhh pandaiiii awak'...pysho sgt tau tp serius trus semangat sgt...kali ketiga i take a deep breath then i push kuat2 and panjang gilerrrr.....zraaapppppp!! I can feel jari2 keluar tau...Qrisya meluncurrrr laju terkeluar..haha! Qrisya keluar pun mcm terkejut, pastu tak nangis. After kena cucuk hos to suck any fluid from her mouth baru dia start cry. Serius lega ok! Doc letak qrisya on my chest , I kaco her jari then he hold my finger! then I said 'hai baby qrisya'. dia mula nak buka2 mata tp tutup terus. Doc take her bagi mandi n check semo, while i have to go for the process jahitan yg sakit! dia jahit tarik2 mcm kain je tau, tp sbb penat sakit2 mcmtu pun i boleh ttido. we named her QRISYA MYA ALYSHA BINTI SHAMSUL. AlYSHA tu is actually ALYa + SHAmsul. Qrisya tu nama I da simpan lama Ok, nasib baik Shaka stuju, then MYA tu shaka yg pilih.
- Dah teething
- Da merangkak
- Da pandai nak berdiri2
- Naik walker laju giler abis langgar pintu2 semo
- At least akan jaga sekali tgh malam for milk, siap jerit2 kalau lmbt bagi
There is alot of thing to remember in 2011, we comes to the end of it in 2 months time. Cepatnyaaa! Qrisya cepat besar, so we can go for vacation. This year also I dapat sepasang anak buat My sis geri's doter, annur and my sis lala's son, Jude. Sisterhood, being a mom in the same year :) Think have write alot here, should stop now with no proper ending hehe...till donno when, will write again :) Oh yer, Just want to say THANKS A MILLION to all yg visit I kat hospital, kat rumah, and baby gift to Chica :)